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Chrisaya  

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  • Deviant since Jan 19, 2008, 12:37 PM
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Sorry........Im an Idiot!

Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 5:24 PM
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: If You're Not The One
  • Reading: Yaoi.....guys.....
  • Watching: Air & Chrono Crusade
  • Playing: Ninja Rain's Blood
  • Eating: ButterFinger
  • Drinking: cake
First I want to say sorry to all my friends. Mostly Loveless,Nick, and Kaylee, because they have put up with all my tears and saddness, and they were always there, THANX I LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!!!
Ok, so today I found out that Ivan dumped Taylor and is after Cori, again. I know Ivan is kinda a jerk but I dont care I still love him more than anyone.:ost2life: Most of my friends say he is an ass and that I should just forget him, I cant.....I dont know why.......I have been crying over him for like 2 months. I am BELOVED:pills: (someone who loves but the love is not returned!) I am so worried for Ivan if he does go out with Cori cause I dont want her to hurt him again. I mean in my life I have only like liked 2 guys....Nick then Ivan...I still have a great friendship with Nick and always will:handshake: , but Ivan dosent care.....:sadangel: I am just so...GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! Sorry for that. I just feel insane! I am crying every single day and even in school...at night when I am on my bed all I have to do is look on my pillow and I cry cause Ivan's bear is always on my bed next to my pillow.(lame I know) I cant get him out of my head....if I am not thinking about him I am dreaming about my memories of him, which is made worse by my picture memory. Nick told me a while ago to get over someone u should get to know someone else better, u know? I would only goo out with 3 people:Ivan (DUH) Nick(I just feel close to him...) and Jeff( he is sweet) but above all else is Ivan................:cries: I just miss him*crying*

In Other News
I am kinda scared right now cause Chris(my old boyfriend) now likes me agaimn and wants me to give him a lap dance:shocked: its kinda funny though. Sorry I thought I would add that to sorta cheer up this sad journal.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 14
  • Current Residence: Some where on earth
  • Interests: Anime,manga,bishounen
  • Favourite movie: Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Namine Amuro
  • Favourite genre of music: depends
  • Favourite style or digital art: Sketching
  • MP3 player of choice: Walkman
  • Shell of choice: prettie ones
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anime
  • Skin of choice: Yours *BITES Hard*
  • Favourite game: Fighting Games
  • Favourite gaming platform: playstation or wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haji or Near
  • Personal Quote: People blind to the world have lives to be forgotten, love to be lost, and pain to feel
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil,pen, Photoshop,Corel Painter,LunaPic

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~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 hours 49 minutes ago
no problem, it was good^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 hours 49 minutes ago
No problem, I was happy to^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 hours 49 minutes ago
no problem^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
*nicky07xxx:iconnicky07xxx: 8 hours 46 minutes ago
thankyou for the :+fav: :D

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:butterflytwo:


life's like an hour glass glued to the table
~enemy-89:iconenemy-89: 15 hours 49 minutes ago
thank you very much for the :+fav:!i really appreciate it:heart:glomp:

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*i'm not afraid-are you ready to fight against your strongest enemy?*
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i've joined this apophysis club:heart:
*Apophysis
~zomgspongelolbob48:iconzomgspongelolbob48: 1 day 2 hours ago
Thanks for the fav. ^^

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My bf made these videos. Im so proud ^^.
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~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 1 day 9 hours ago
no problem^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~mezmacko:iconmezmacko: 1 day 19 hours ago
Thank you for your favourite.;)

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Echoes of a Resonance Cascade
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 2 days 10 hours ago
no problem, ur good^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Artnourd:iconArtnourd: 2 days 18 hours ago
Thanks for the faves ^_^

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I favor anime vampires the most
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 days 1 hour ago
no problem^_^ I love ur pics they're good^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
=TheChibiPhoenix:iconTheChibiPhoenix: 3 days 1 hour ago
Thank you for the watch and fave ^^

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Partner in crime> ~Mur4s4me

"Do not be afraid to think about the fantastic, the unreal. You're an artist. It's called imagination."-Me
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 days 3 hours ago
no problem^_^ I like ur stuff^_^Its good!

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 3 days 3 hours ago
no prob Loveless

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~nejifan33:iconnejifan33: 3 days 4 hours ago
Hi :D thanks for the watch!

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Neji and Naruto Rule!!!!!!!!
~miss-mustang:iconmiss-mustang: 3 days 23 hours ago
Thanks for the fave Beloved!
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 5 days 1 hour ago
yea^_^sorry I was busy^_^ But I was going to in a sec^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~icingcake:iconicingcake: 5 days 3 hours ago
watch me back??

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You cut me open and I keep Bleeding
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 5 days 3 hours ago
thanx I like urs too^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 5 days 3 hours ago
Thank u very much^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 5 days 3 hours ago
no problem^_^

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*
~icingcake:iconicingcake: 5 days 6 hours ago
cool icon

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You cut me open and I keep Bleeding
~Taonas215:iconTaonas215: 5 days 16 hours ago Mood: Joy
u look lyk u have some promising work keep it up

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<<Matt>><<This is a fantasy based on reality>>
~Grafon:iconGrafon: 5 days 21 hours ago
Thanks very much for :+fav:

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~Velvet-Vampire:iconVelvet-Vampire: 6 days 52 minutes ago
Hello & no prob:nieman:

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My dreams r shattered, my love is lost:heart: , my heart lies in ruins....but he never cared...did he....or did he care....and just not notice....not notice my tears....and my love for him....*Crying*